were you the love of my life ? after all of this time ? couldnt read all the signs couldnt make up my mind sun go slow down sky so profound high for the low now, climbin the ropes now fold n watch me grow sprout look ma, watch me grow sprout dont watch me go out dont wanna see me go out between the stars homebound

dont feel so bad doin what you can dont feel so bad doin what you can fly peter pan fly peter pan i was a lamb, no on the chopping block, no whatd you do to stop those whatd you do to stop those shook hands in a no mans land got the cameras out with the country on the couch branded me a mole so whats the damage? old money toll been a nightmare still scrollin thru the fold in the felt said you stay right there i been stultified, i stratified, i strategized my magnifying glass of the mind for your demise its on fire and its fine all the time its all in hell its all been fine in hell its all fine on fire all night hell is all fine hell is all fine all fine all the time its all in hell hell is all fine its all in-

[DIO_G_SOL] jus tryna find my way outside the maze the lab inside a labyrinth inside a cave inside a cage s'all decayin by the day the more that shit change the more it stay the same in the morning burn the J took many L's to the face the fate pumpin the gait say goodbye to the good times turnin out they was fakes we all grow in the same bowl still been runnin away still been runnin away i still been runnin away wise words said times will always change the same glossin up my good side look at my face jus tryna have a good time look at my face jus tryna have a good time running away look at my face etc. [SILK ANIMUS] halo made of gray soot congratulations straight from facebook i'm lookin slimy in great merch hundred acre wood n its watchin over the supermarkets i been bored in a few apartments twiddling thumbs now i'm wasting a ritalin buzz the shit i'm hearing is not discourse i will be apart of never have a concert but i might get a show its all ups and downs perform my heart out while they converse all ups and downs i hold the highs by their collars makin large work i design the guard shirts painted the turf blue right out my gourd but i know worse dudes you can be really nice or really sad you gotta pick one walked away from the tascam to get fixed up like pierre schaeffer, im always workin with a drink glaciered wake up, the dream hates ya ya mcm wears seatbelts shits basic girls that love cigarette cases keep smoking in my car i soak up germs every day mezcal harder to find the right words every day any hill i put my eye on is a hill that i can die on i cant fall asleep because i cant find a dry spot silk animus cant find a dry spot you can suffer i'll watch [BACKSLIDER] yuh, backslider back in the fray when i smoke on a blunt i’m fadin myself in a daze i'm walkin out of my own cell then facin my hell in a cage a bitch in wolf’s clothing i know thats just the role that i will play for the capitalist class, yea i been shakin my ass my conscious too heavy off the shit that happened in the past watch the dollars pour in and feel my soul spill fast hear hollers in my brain, can’t keep up with any task ask me, what you feelin have you been to the depths, is your mind really reelin peel n exhale out a breath remind myself i’m alive remind myself of the breadth remind myself of my worth remind myself that i’m dead thinkin of the times that i was homeless find myself feeling rather hopeless hone in on my trauma on a thursday trudge to the friday just to get paid they feed us crumbs to trick and placate the fuck a weekend but a small taste we run this shit so why the shrunk wage we built ourselves into this whole maze